Post by Saizomaru on Oct 16, 2019 5:25:10 GMT -6
There's been a lot of drama, stress, tension and animosity going around on the forum and, I assume, on the Discord as well. So I'm taking it upon myself to leave.
For anyone that I have threads with, I'm sorry. I'm sorry to leave you all in the lurch for whatever plots or things we wanted to do, but all of this has killed any drive for me to do... well, anything, let alone roleplaying. I'm sorry to Oboe who wanted to get Namekian Concordia things going. I'm sorry to Korla who wanted to do things with Oud and the Tuffles. I'm sorry to Kon and Garon for leaving them to the own Dragon Ball Hunt. I'm sorry to everyone else who may have wanted to do things with my characters. At some point I will be trading off my Dragon Balls to either Kon or Kohlra in a thread.
For those who I may have offended with my words or actions, I'm sorry. I really am. I know not everyone has the same sense of humour as me and that they may take things the wrong way. I know people are offended with how I have spoken about certain factions or players. Those were just my views on things; I wasn't aiming to insult anyone. Jokes go too far and I have crossed than line multiple times. I'm sorry. I don't have any animosity against anyone. I never had. I've had a lot of positive relationships with people here, or at least that's what I think we had, and it really hurts to know that this has all but damaged them. I don't know what I can do to make things better or make things right.
Many people may or may not know that I suffer from a heart condition. Stress and anxiety can lead to me having a heart attack or a stroke, or both if it's real bad. Unfortunately, all of this has been affecting that for the last few weeks. For the sake of my health and not landing me back into a hospital bed, I have no choice but to leave.
How long will I be gone for? I don't know. Could be for a month. Maybe two. Maybe I just won't be back at all.
Again, I'm sorry to everyone. I never wanted any of this to happen, but this is what it has all come to.
Thank you for reading this. Thank you to everyone who talked to me. Thank you to everyone who left me kind words about my art or the sprites I made for them. Thank you to everyone who has left me kind words in the wake of all that has happened. And, thank you to Maple for finally getting me my Demon Realm. That was the best thing to happen to me here.
Thank you.
For anyone that I have threads with, I'm sorry. I'm sorry to leave you all in the lurch for whatever plots or things we wanted to do, but all of this has killed any drive for me to do... well, anything, let alone roleplaying. I'm sorry to Oboe who wanted to get Namekian Concordia things going. I'm sorry to Korla who wanted to do things with Oud and the Tuffles. I'm sorry to Kon and Garon for leaving them to the own Dragon Ball Hunt. I'm sorry to everyone else who may have wanted to do things with my characters. At some point I will be trading off my Dragon Balls to either Kon or Kohlra in a thread.
For those who I may have offended with my words or actions, I'm sorry. I really am. I know not everyone has the same sense of humour as me and that they may take things the wrong way. I know people are offended with how I have spoken about certain factions or players. Those were just my views on things; I wasn't aiming to insult anyone. Jokes go too far and I have crossed than line multiple times. I'm sorry. I don't have any animosity against anyone. I never had. I've had a lot of positive relationships with people here, or at least that's what I think we had, and it really hurts to know that this has all but damaged them. I don't know what I can do to make things better or make things right.
Many people may or may not know that I suffer from a heart condition. Stress and anxiety can lead to me having a heart attack or a stroke, or both if it's real bad. Unfortunately, all of this has been affecting that for the last few weeks. For the sake of my health and not landing me back into a hospital bed, I have no choice but to leave.
How long will I be gone for? I don't know. Could be for a month. Maybe two. Maybe I just won't be back at all.
Again, I'm sorry to everyone. I never wanted any of this to happen, but this is what it has all come to.
Thank you for reading this. Thank you to everyone who talked to me. Thank you to everyone who left me kind words about my art or the sprites I made for them. Thank you to everyone who has left me kind words in the wake of all that has happened. And, thank you to Maple for finally getting me my Demon Realm. That was the best thing to happen to me here.
Thank you.
