I rejoined to distract myself from depression, but it’s still eating away at me, my psyche, and overall state of mind. My mental state is deteriorating and my behavior increasingly erratic/obsessive along with difficulty sleeping/insomnia. I can’t ever shake the feeling that I’m an awful person that everyone absolutely hates/despises. I feel as if I’m destroying every relationship/friendship I’ve built with people in real life and over the internet. So I’m done now.
goodbye. Have fun.
Last Edit: Jan 3, 2020 6:37:04 GMT -6 by Okra: .......
Not playing here much myself anymore, but take it from me, distancing yourself from potentially tense environments is good. The only way to fix living miserably is to live better, and roleplaying is artificial life in a way if used for that purpose. So best of luck, I got through it. Sure you can too.