Post by Kohlra on Feb 22, 2020 14:42:08 GMT -6
Kohlra's PL: 142,000 (BASE) / 2,130,000 (x15 SSJ)
Everything fuckin’ sucks right now. First off, her son is dead. Secondly, she has to find the dragonballs. Thirdly, she found her other son, who’s now risking his own skin in order to help gather all the balls. Fourthly, some sort of fuckin’ chaos shit or whatever is going on and she has no clue what’s happening there, but she REALLY wanted to go there BUUUUT that’d be wasting her time. Well, it’s not like she was wasting time really because… well, she was trying to master her super saiyan! Not only that, but she’s been trying to get used to the whole energy sensing thing as well, but even that is pretty damned funky.
But that didn’t really all matter; her main focus as of now was trying to master her transformation, but she was unable to it seemed like. It felt as if she was just tiring herself out more than anything, which made her begin to believe that maybe staying in the form for long periods of time won’t actually do anything. That was frustrating as all hell for the woman, because right now she wanted to join her son on the hunt. It’s been a couple of months of just the same ol’ thing of going to one place, turning super saiyan, standing there for literal hours, only to get severely pissed off. The lingering memories probably had something to do with it, as well as the general rage she felt just by being in the form. Kohlra’s been debating in trying to be calm whilst in the transformation, and maybe that could do SOMETHING but… it’s hard to remain calm whenever you have such a massive burden upon your shoulders.
She would remind herself that her troubles weren’t really all that important, and that her pain and misery were just mere overreactions. But with her son dead, it’s hard to think straight. Saizomaru was also gone, Chromo was more than likely very pissed with her or… worse, and everything else that had happened or probably will happen was upon her shoulders. She felt alone in this situation, even if she was getting assistance from Chromo. It’s been ages though since she’s seen him, and it’s been ages since she’s generally talked to anyone. It was just her this entire time; alone, by herself, with her only interactions being over at the food market and the occasional hiker that just so happens to stumble upon her during training.
Well, it was another one of those days. She’s kept a low profile for a while now, which might’ve been for the best considering she needed to train with very little interruptions. But perhaps she needed some sort of social interaction, because she maaay risk going crazy and… well, she knows full-well what happens whenever she goes crazy. There were a couple instances in which she went on a rampage, from what she remembered, but those were resolved a long time ago. She was getting better with controlling the form though luckily, but there are some instances where her sanity nearly slipped away from her. It was risky training by herself, but she couldn’t let anyone slow her down… not until she can finally see her son’s smile again.
Maybe that thought could help her out; maybe she could try and envision her son’s smile. But all she could think of was the pain and fear he might’ve experienced; imagining his face being full of tears while he looked at her in disbelief.
Kohlra had been standing on top of a mountain in the middle of the Diablo Desert, acting as a glowing, yellow beacon. The area around her was covered in other rocky formations, however they couldn’t pale in comparison to the literal mountain she stood on. She was just standing there, her eyes closed as she tried to focus on something else. But with that rage bubblin’ up in her, it was gettin’ harder and harder to keep herself calm. Maybe she is going crazy, now that thought came to mind. Maybe it’d be better if she just let loose for once; maybe she should go through with her anger.
At least she’d be doing something.
But that didn’t really all matter; her main focus as of now was trying to master her transformation, but she was unable to it seemed like. It felt as if she was just tiring herself out more than anything, which made her begin to believe that maybe staying in the form for long periods of time won’t actually do anything. That was frustrating as all hell for the woman, because right now she wanted to join her son on the hunt. It’s been a couple of months of just the same ol’ thing of going to one place, turning super saiyan, standing there for literal hours, only to get severely pissed off. The lingering memories probably had something to do with it, as well as the general rage she felt just by being in the form. Kohlra’s been debating in trying to be calm whilst in the transformation, and maybe that could do SOMETHING but… it’s hard to remain calm whenever you have such a massive burden upon your shoulders.
She would remind herself that her troubles weren’t really all that important, and that her pain and misery were just mere overreactions. But with her son dead, it’s hard to think straight. Saizomaru was also gone, Chromo was more than likely very pissed with her or… worse, and everything else that had happened or probably will happen was upon her shoulders. She felt alone in this situation, even if she was getting assistance from Chromo. It’s been ages though since she’s seen him, and it’s been ages since she’s generally talked to anyone. It was just her this entire time; alone, by herself, with her only interactions being over at the food market and the occasional hiker that just so happens to stumble upon her during training.
Well, it was another one of those days. She’s kept a low profile for a while now, which might’ve been for the best considering she needed to train with very little interruptions. But perhaps she needed some sort of social interaction, because she maaay risk going crazy and… well, she knows full-well what happens whenever she goes crazy. There were a couple instances in which she went on a rampage, from what she remembered, but those were resolved a long time ago. She was getting better with controlling the form though luckily, but there are some instances where her sanity nearly slipped away from her. It was risky training by herself, but she couldn’t let anyone slow her down… not until she can finally see her son’s smile again.
Maybe that thought could help her out; maybe she could try and envision her son’s smile. But all she could think of was the pain and fear he might’ve experienced; imagining his face being full of tears while he looked at her in disbelief.
Kohlra had been standing on top of a mountain in the middle of the Diablo Desert, acting as a glowing, yellow beacon. The area around her was covered in other rocky formations, however they couldn’t pale in comparison to the literal mountain she stood on. She was just standing there, her eyes closed as she tried to focus on something else. But with that rage bubblin’ up in her, it was gettin’ harder and harder to keep herself calm. Maybe she is going crazy, now that thought came to mind. Maybe it’d be better if she just let loose for once; maybe she should go through with her anger.
At least she’d be doing something.
