Post by Dion on May 7, 2020 20:03:18 GMT -6
Hey.
It's me, mister "gonna make it to SSJ2 tier in a whole two weeks".
All jokes aside, I'm really sad I have to make this post. I really had hoped that I'd be back permanently, but, due to certain things IC and OOC I just can't see me gaining enough muse nor motivation to try and post for any of my characters currently.
Anxiety about their worth, insecurities about the way I write and do things, a general lack of activity across the board for my characters have all demotivated me to this sort of low point.
God, I don't wanna leave. I really don't. I have so much good going on here.
But then again, I'd rather quit for an undefined amount of time than put out half baked posts that don't reflect how much I love any of you or any of my own characters.
Yes, I am leaving for a little while. It may be for a couple days, for a week, for a month-
Maybe I won't come back.
But, I think, I need this. I've put it off too long.
For those of whom that had building plots and ongoing threads with me, I am truly sorry. I may or may not try and continue the threads currently within my possession so that they don't end on such a flat note, I owe you all at least that much.
For those of whom I've come close with, and have truly shown actual love and interest within my characters, I appreciate you for making it all feel worthwhile. And making me feel as though I've created characters that truly have substance and uniqueness and qualities that you have come to love.
I'm sorry. But I need this break. I'll still be somewhat active in Discord, and all that.
But as for posting, and IC things, it's time for Dion to finally take a break, for Polarus to head home, Kaal to be laid at rest, and Darastras to become dormant once more.
With love,
~Instinct
It's me, mister "gonna make it to SSJ2 tier in a whole two weeks".
All jokes aside, I'm really sad I have to make this post. I really had hoped that I'd be back permanently, but, due to certain things IC and OOC I just can't see me gaining enough muse nor motivation to try and post for any of my characters currently.
Anxiety about their worth, insecurities about the way I write and do things, a general lack of activity across the board for my characters have all demotivated me to this sort of low point.
God, I don't wanna leave. I really don't. I have so much good going on here.
But then again, I'd rather quit for an undefined amount of time than put out half baked posts that don't reflect how much I love any of you or any of my own characters.
Yes, I am leaving for a little while. It may be for a couple days, for a week, for a month-
Maybe I won't come back.
But, I think, I need this. I've put it off too long.
For those of whom that had building plots and ongoing threads with me, I am truly sorry. I may or may not try and continue the threads currently within my possession so that they don't end on such a flat note, I owe you all at least that much.
For those of whom I've come close with, and have truly shown actual love and interest within my characters, I appreciate you for making it all feel worthwhile. And making me feel as though I've created characters that truly have substance and uniqueness and qualities that you have come to love.
I'm sorry. But I need this break. I'll still be somewhat active in Discord, and all that.
But as for posting, and IC things, it's time for Dion to finally take a break, for Polarus to head home, Kaal to be laid at rest, and Darastras to become dormant once more.
With love,
~Instinct
